Making Amends (within)
Posted by rIa on Friday, 29 May, 2009 @ 1:17 pm
Dear Inner Self;
I’m writing you in a sincere effort to make amends. I’m sorry for all the hell I’ve put you through. I kept you from getting the help, guidance, attention you’ve needed. I have made impossible demands on you, then punished you when you couldn’t live up to those unrealistic expectations.
I’ve underestimated your capability to take full responsibility for your life. I’ve doubted you when you forced me to experience fully my painful emotions. I’ve accused you of trying to drive me crazy when you where really trying to drive me sane. I’ve down-played the times when you showed me genuine compassion and concern. I scoffed at your words of wisdom. You always possessed the strength and courage I needed, but I WAS TOO SCARED TO TRUST YOU!
Now you are my best friend and good company when I’m frightened and alone. I need you, and you need me. You connect me to My Higher Power, and I connect you to the outer world. WE MAKE A GREAT TEAM!
Thank You for staying with me, even when I’ve let you down.
Love always…
Your Outer-Self.
Daily Affirmation:
Today I will make peace with myself,
as the way to be at peace with the universe.
r I a
